The moment of Change (poem)

The moment I question my self existence,

The moment I felt my body useless, worthless, piece of shit,

The moment I convinced my self that it never happened,

Or it never happened the way I think,

The moment I started to question whether it was real or just an imagination,

The moment my fears reached their maximum level,

The moment my fears had no longer power on me,

The moment I stood up for myself and confronted,

That was the moment of change…